Bleurgh, though it will pass I have lost my Salsa mojo for the moment. I will get it back by the weekend, but for now eurgh.
I wish I had a genuine teaching partner to share the load with, so many more things would become possible.
The thing that gets me most is the amount of inertia on the part of the longer standing dancers. Why would you want to be stuck as an 'Improver' forever, and keep going to an Improvers class that will never ever progress you?
I wonder whether I do things more harm than good by supporting the other classes. Maybe it's lost on many of the people in those classes how much more progressed I am as a dancer.
Sure I'm no great shakes, but I'm not stuck doing Titanics or interminable inside turns.
Why oh why do these people not want to dance, but keep going to class?
I am rambling I know. Blah Blah.
I think I need to get stricted on classes in terms of timing, but on the other hand, week to week I have no idea who/how many/when they will turn up. In a way I wish people would just not come so I could go home and tell them all to get stuffed.
That sounds bad, but I suppose what I am saying is outside of 1 other person I don't feel there is anyone else in the city committed to getting anything done or realising that in a small scene every single person's attendance counts, and no coming next week isn't useful.
Why is it ok for me, not making a profit, to commit every week to providing opportunities for people who claim to want it, but are totally unreliable? Do they think it's fun for me to turn up wondering if anyone will turn up?
Yet you bet your bottom dollar if I said I was stopping I'd get harassed to go again by all sorts of people. Bah.
Ah well sorry for ranting. Ignore by all means
