redsalsero
Changui
alright where to start. i can say it has been a good year for me with Lots of dancing atleast 2 times a week. my highlights was my first good performance. of the show called lunatic.
facebook.com/photo.php?v=2429581707726&set=t.1497112252&type=3&theater hope you can see it. this was not my first but its a good impression anyways.
after that my motivation for performing went down. because of financial problems (not because of salsa... loss of personal things it just wasnt my luck) eventually i stopped in november.
the rest of the year went by fast. other highlights
1. performing first time
2. Berlin salsa congress might consider next year prob not but i like last minute suprises.
3. Yamulee weekend. It was great great great workshops were nice!!! and many great dancers
i met some new friends one of them was permanent and we went out so much this year.
also i kept seeing some followers from sf i wonder are you guys rich
to come all the way to amsterdam...
the reason i would not call this a great year because i feel like i have not grown much except for dancing on2. most of the dances felt the same tried to find the magic wich turned into frustration that i asked myself maybe i dance too much and need a break.
even some followers asked me why i dont ask them much or at all anymore.
i tried to be polite and say i choose people to dance depening on the music. wich is somwhat true but i just felt every dance was the same.
so my only logical explanation is that i divide people into 2 categories either you dance on2 or you dont. and if the music says clearly on2 i might not ask people or even sit it out.
sounds very snobbish that i only want to dance with certain people.
but fact is i did not enjoy people who dont give me feedback. (not compliments) signs of letting me know that you enjoy dancing with me. or even maybe suprise me.
and those are mostly the people i dance alot with and my boring face expression strikes after the 2nd dance.
but something happened in december i found the spark again. and in this month alone i enjoyed dancing more than any other month. now that i am aware i choose people depending on music i dont have a problem not asking or even saying no... i cant dance this song with you. but only to this for my friends.
facebook.com/photo.php?v=2429581707726&set=t.1497112252&type=3&theater hope you can see it. this was not my first but its a good impression anyways.
after that my motivation for performing went down. because of financial problems (not because of salsa... loss of personal things it just wasnt my luck) eventually i stopped in november.
the rest of the year went by fast. other highlights
1. performing first time
2. Berlin salsa congress might consider next year prob not but i like last minute suprises.
3. Yamulee weekend. It was great great great workshops were nice!!! and many great dancers
i met some new friends one of them was permanent and we went out so much this year.
also i kept seeing some followers from sf i wonder are you guys rich
to come all the way to amsterdam... the reason i would not call this a great year because i feel like i have not grown much except for dancing on2. most of the dances felt the same tried to find the magic wich turned into frustration that i asked myself maybe i dance too much and need a break.
even some followers asked me why i dont ask them much or at all anymore.
i tried to be polite and say i choose people to dance depening on the music. wich is somwhat true but i just felt every dance was the same.
so my only logical explanation is that i divide people into 2 categories either you dance on2 or you dont. and if the music says clearly on2 i might not ask people or even sit it out.
sounds very snobbish that i only want to dance with certain people.
but fact is i did not enjoy people who dont give me feedback. (not compliments) signs of letting me know that you enjoy dancing with me. or even maybe suprise me.
and those are mostly the people i dance alot with and my boring face expression strikes after the 2nd dance.
but something happened in december i found the spark again. and in this month alone i enjoyed dancing more than any other month. now that i am aware i choose people depending on music i dont have a problem not asking or even saying no... i cant dance this song with you. but only to this for my friends.